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| continued...wElpz..hmmm dat grl called me todae an da fust thang she had to say was sorrrryy looovely....yup...dat was the first thing to come out of her damn mouth...wut now....tshhh...goshdamn...and then like i confronted her again an she was like sorry for doing that but i meant to say it to devin cuz he was being an ass an maria was the one who said to ignore you in advisory if you came in an talked to devin..so she goes an says that when maria was the one that told me that she went an said that...shit talkers..too much bullshit...goshdamn...now wut..she actually said sorry a lot thoe an i give her props for that cuz she did it an actually did it herself..but maria told me dat she said "wut do i have to do go over there an kiss her ass for her to forgive me?!" hey i didnt wanna be mean but shit...i didnt start it...yupz so should i forgive an forget? or let her suffer a lil more? shootz i dunno...but i let go of things easily cuz i dont want shit going on...yeea..payce | | |
| dang im hating on this grl right now.. shes getting on my damn nerves i didnt even do shit to her..nada nuttin none..and shes bitching at me?! wtf is that huh? it started when she was giving me atitude in advisory and of course i noticed that and i got irritated. arrrgggghhh...so then later on after lunch she goes 'shut the fuck up bitch' and i wasnt even fucking talking and looking at her face ass. and she tells me that and wut i had to say was none of her damn business shit she had no fucking right.. so then i went cuz the bell rang and then she was all calling me but shit i didnt wanna even talk to her so i juss left and she goes fuck you bitch and i go fuck you too bitch.. so then she thinks writing one damn letter will make it all good hellllll nooo its not.. so then when i got to skool this morning i was like shit im pist at her i dont even wanna talk to that damn grl.. so she was all like wut did i do why are you pist? so i was like fuck i want even talking to you yester day an all dat.. and then of course i dont wanna be in her presence so i left and she juss goes and talks about how pist she is at me to all the other ppl.. so then she gives me this so called sorry letter. and of course i kinna feel sorry but nooo..i realized something in the beginning of the letter she first mentions her birthday..and sooo i go and wonder that she maybe juss wants to say sorry and be my frend so i can give her a damn birthday present tomorrow...shit fucking bitches these days.. well im not taking that shit an i still am not gonna talk to her and plus wuts fucked up is she tells other ppl shes mad at me instead of confronting me herself and telling me straight up but no she rather tell someone else and have them tell me so of couse ima get fucking pist and then she tells them not to talk to me but shit you noe wut they talked to me anywayz so she can juss kiss mah ass...for all i know my ass is too good for her to fucking kiss...THE END... | | |
| hmm..todae was cOol..i went to tha mall wit my frend bj an juss ya cruised..we were gonna watch blade II but never got around to it..an my rents juss had to screw everything up..cuz they all of a sudden decided to go to tha mall too...i swear why cant they ever trust me no more...i didnt do anything that was so damaging but i guess thass not how they think..well fuck wutever they think...an my dad got pist off at me cuz of such a stupit thing..i got so irritated so juss gave him atitude tha whole time..buh i guess i have to be nyce now cuz hes leaving next week for 2 weeks...YEY...dad-free..but then again i would have to deal with the daily bitchingz of my mom...welpz wont let tha free time get to waste so ill make tha best of it....an wow i actually wanna go to skool on monday...hella wierd...deng i always write stuff so late nowadayz..payce  | | |
| welpz new beginnings new life=new colors...yup..an i myte juss change my whole address for xanga..cuz like i said new start...an it myte be like my aim -FiLipiNaiSh...i dunno yet...but im tired tired tired...sleeepy...zzzz...gnyte.. | | |
| juss thinking todae..i spent tha morning alone for tha furst time at skOol..not really cuz of carlos devin an brad..but yea..this whOle week i juss had time for myself an got to think..too much thinking? not for me cuz i never get tha time alone..an my frenz actually gave it to me..i told one frend bout all mah stress an all that an asked her to spread it round..ey it worked..nobody up in my business..an i felt bad thru half tha day..i dunno but it seems like im going thru this stage of depression..one minute im no worries problem free happy..the next im crying wishing to die..an i ax my self " WUT THE HELL IS WRONG WIT ME" but after skool i realized summin..when im sad it not only affects me but my frenz an paul tOo..they kare a lot but tyson said "they are too far up my ass"..i love em too death but yannoe..my sadness went away cuz of a frend..he juss cracked me up..i havent laffed tha whole day so there you go..i didnt even notice until mala says ey your finally happy..thank you alan i owe you big time..but tha thing i realized was i hate it when ppl are sad but when i am the ones i love get affected an they start getting sad..i hate that shyt..so ima stop even if i am sad im not gonna put it on other ppl..im not gonna go around lydat but still i myte wanna be alone an course i aint gonna let it stay inside an juss let it build up an be fake..shyt i learned..im getting to be a stronger an more patient person an maybe even mature..mature..i dunno if im ryte there yet..an shyt im yung..i wanted to kill myself todae but did it happen..nah..cuz of good advice an someon to listen an make me laff..THANKS..i noe therz gonna be more problems to come in my life but why let this kind get to me..i can get a disease an ill be looking back at my life an realize wut a stupid thing it was to trip over that..shyt..an from now on ima avoid problems but if it ever comes my way ima solve it an be happy again..cuz personally im sick of being sad an depressed..i guess ryte now it feels good to be happy again..an im praying an hoping that it stays this way...payce much mahal | | |
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